Billie Eilish Says She’s Never , Really ‘Felt Like a Woman’.br The 21-year-old opened up about several things br in a 'Variety' cover story published on Nov. 13.br While saying that she's "never really felt like" br she "could relate to girls very well," .br she also confirmed her attraction br to them, 'Billboard' reports. .br I love them so much. I love them as br people. I’m attracted to them as br people. I’m attracted to them for real br … I’m physically attracted to them. , Billie Eilish, via 'Variety'.br But I’m also so intimidated br by them and their beauty br and their presence, Billie Eilish, via 'Variety'.br The "Bad Guy" singer went on to say that she also struggles with her female identity. .br I’ve never felt like a woman, to be br honest with you. I’ve never felt br desirable. I’ve never felt feminine, Billie Eilish, via 'Variety'.br I have to convince myself br that I’m, like, a pretty girl. , Billie Eilish, via 'Variety'.br I identify as ‘sheher’ and br things like that, but I’ve br never really felt like a girl, Billie Eilish, via 'Variety'.br To date, Eilish has only publicly br had relationships with men.br The singer called it quits with br Jesse Rutherford in May, 'Billboard' reports.