The television personality has explained why she and her husband Carter Reum used a surrogate for their children Phoenix and London, she told Romper, candidly sharing that she fears childbirth almost as much as death, "I just have so much PTSD from what I went through as a teenager. If I'm in a doctor's office, I get a shot, anything, I will literally have a panic attack and I can't breathe. I just knew that would not be healthy for me or the baby, growing inside of someone who has such high anxiety.