Support the show:br br br Available on Spotify, Google, and Apple Podcasts:br br br Weaponized Religion: From Christian Identity to the NAR:br Paperback: Kindle: br The podcast features John Collins interviewing Alyssa Hammond, a former member of the International House of Prayer (IHOP). Alyssa recounts her childhood experiences growing up in IHOP and her struggles with the organization’s intense focus on eschatology and prophetic messages. Her father was deeply connected to the movement, leading the family to relocate to Kansas City when she was 13. As a teenager, Alyssa was drawn into the culture of IHOP, participating in activities such as dance and prophecy teams. However, despite her outward participation, Alyssa internally wrestled with fear, anxiety, and a sense of doom brought on by IHOP’s teachings about the end times. The conversation reveals the deep emotional toll the movement had on her, and she reflects on how her belief system was shaped by leaders like Mike Bickle and Bob Jones.br br As the discussion progresses, Alyssa shares her adult life after leaving IHOP. She describes how the remnants of IHOP's teachings affected her mental and physical health. The constant pressure to perform spiritually and the community's emphasis on the end of the world left her feeling exhausted and unsure of her future. Alyssa also touches on her gradual shift away from IHOP's rigid belief system, allowing herself the freedom to question long-held teachings. She highlights the difficulty of processing her past, dealing with feelings of isolation, and balancing her current faith with her past indoctrination. The interview ends on a note of encouragement for others who have left or are considering leaving similar movements.