2011-01-23 2nd Journal, Mayan day 8 Wind ♥ "TRANSCRIPT" Intro: This is a follow-up on defining heart. Ha! As if that could even or ever be done. Not a chance - not on this level (3D), anyway. But, it seems there’s a bit more to be said, so here I am, once again. This feeling dumb and ignorant and awkward and foolish, as I have been a bit, lately, is partly a manifestation of the big changes going on within. I’ve got some major stuff being sorted out on the inside. It’s giving mind a hard time, for mind likes everything all neat and orderly - but of course ;) So, in reality it is mind that’s having the hard time (if there is any) with this - not me in heart. Yet, to the extent that I’m feeling that is likely an indication of the extent I’m still identified with mind - being the mouthpiece for that. That is fine. None of this is a complaint or call for anything to be other than just what it is. I’m content - quite. This would be a very lousy time for someone fully identified with their mind. That would be a bummer, if I was there. Mind is the one getting the work-over with this. What’s going on is more and deeper excavation of beliefs - those are mind’s creations, its support and foundation it creates. So mind is being acted upon in this. One identified there would feel surely helpless, and frightened. Not so, to the one in Heart Space, though. From there, one observes - just watches. That’s not hard. A bit awkward, at times, if the urge ever arises to DO anything. That would likely be mind. Just watching is fine. It all takes care of itself... Distributed by Tubemogul.